JUDGE ME ~

As you know, having a friendship with YAH is no small thing. When he came to me in what I now call my wilderness, he gave me specific messages and dreams that brought significant changes to my belief system. Mark 9:7

You and I are told to ask for things to be given [revealed] to us– and then set our heart to engage in His presence. Matthew 7:7  When we ask, something happens while in His presence…. every ventricle of our hearts are opened so we can be filled with His love! Hallelujah! 

Judge me, O Lord; for I have walked in mine integrity: I have trusted also in the Lord; therefore I shall not slide. Examine me, O Lord, and prove me; try my reins and my heart.For thy lovingkindness is before mine eyes: and I have walked in thy truth. Psalm 26:1-3

This is where, “– For your love is better than wine” (Song 1:2) becomes alive as Christ quickens every fiber of our beings to prepares tables in us for the Father to come and meet with us. Psalm 23:5

Personal Note:

I visualize myself sitting at His Table with a bowl of salt in front of me to represent sharing bread [our covenant] with The Father. He comes to my table and sits across from me. He smiles while offering His Bread and as I reach across to take it… I am raptured in His presence! Each piece of bread is rubbed into salt before digesting it. “Ought ye not to know that the Lord God of Israel gave the kingdom over Israel to David for ever, even to him and to his sons by a covenant of salt?” 2 Chronicles 13:5 

As I soak in the records of who we are in the testimony of Christ, I felt a change come over me with a fragrances of who we are, as the Bible says, “We are the sweet fragrance of Christ…unto God…among those who are being saved and among those who are perishing” (2 Corinthians 2:15 AMP).

I am given a glimpse from His Perspective of what’s holding “more”! In my amazement “more” comes in the light of love that connected everyone who had ever lived, is living or will live, all at once. WOW! Every single connection within YASHUA’S heart connected to every decision that was being made every minute and His desire was to redeem every single person —Such a powerful blaze of light was spread by His love for those who believed! As quick as it began my rapture ended!

I am in awe, and it’s through the Word of God in its infinite wisdom this doorway opens for each of us into His fire, mist, sound, color and fragrance – Each element taking us to a new level of understanding and maturity.

My last message titled Pool of Bethesda came with great power – power to build us up. I heard within my spirit there is “more…”

Let’s talk about how to access “more”… It’s a strength within reach for each of us, but buried in our spiritual temple among the most inner court within our hearts. This is a sacred place of humility beyond the veil of things hidden from one's heart and mind. Our spiritual temple has an outer court [conscious], inner court [subconscious], a couple of gates, rooms, the sanctuary, and the altar & sacrifice where only the Priests are allowed in. Leviticus 16:11-14  

Just like in the days of Moses, we are told a vail, or curtain, separated the holy place from the most holy place. It was hung upon pillars [spiritual strength].

The meaning of this vail is revealed in Hebrews, “By this the Holy Spirit signifies that the way into the Holy Place [the true Holy of Holies and the presence of God] has not yet been disclosed as long as the [a]first or outer tabernacle is still standing. Hebrews 9:8.

According to Matthew 27:50–51, when Jesus' sacrifice on the cross was complete, the curtain separating God and men was torn—from top to bottom. At that point, both symbolically and literally, there was no longer a barrier separating the Creator from His creation. However, just because the barrier has been removed by God does not mean man is incapable of creating one of his own, acting as if that barrier still exists. 

We need to pay attention to this detail because our spiritual temple between the holy place and the most holy are the things that make up our beliefs and value systems. 

MY DREAM

In one of my dreams very early in my wilderness, there were veils hanging on my pillars causing my foundation to be unstable. In my dream they crumbled beneath me & my white horse who reared up as the ground completely collapsed beneath us. In the Lord’s mercy he said, “Look to Peter” before I woke up. 

At the time, I had no idea what this dream meant but eventually by pursuing The Father my unbelief like Peter’s could not contain the weight of me or my horse so it collapsed in my dream. This mindset had become my lens to interpret The Word of God and I could not stand in the midst of the Truth of Jesus. Matthew 7:26

With the guidance of the Holy Spirit, I striped away layers of misunderstanding built over decades. I discovered doubt, misconceptions and unbelief pillars actually have a name, Apollyon. 

In my wilderness,The Holy Spirit called me out by revealing several others who are familiar to most us named Leviathan, Jezebel, and Delilah. We know these as familiar spirits, but each one had veiled my mind. It took a lot of work and changing patterns in my life to evict each one.

My first pillar “Apollyon” a fallen angel who opposes preaching the gospel and represents false representation of the gospel. He is a con-artist and liar who preys on those who feel unworthy. He rules with embarrassment and this is the reason many can’t disciple or share their testimony. Whenever we feel hypocritical or compromised this pillar exists within us! He talked me into deleting my first blog called Dwelling in the Holy Place. He is King of religious cults because he preaches a fake gospel about obedience and not love!

At first —- this revelation is mind blowing … I get it, but every single one must be uncovered —- so all that’s left in your mind — is The Mind of Christ! Hallelujah! Thank you Yashua!

Don’t worry, in the Lord’s Mercy, Leviathan a twisted demonic creature who lingers in the depth of deception using gossip, exaggeration and fear in those who are people pleasers, he too must be removed. Next, we have Jezebel who looks for control and in my case she had me fixated on legalism. Last one was Athaliah - an orphan who was a Kingly seed but also the daughter or Jezebel who lies about our identity. She dwells in our insecurity whenever we do not accept sonship or God’s Fatherhood.

The “more” we need to focus on today have names too, they are called “CAIN and TYRE”. In order to mature we must began to see patterns in our life. It’s our job to investigate and tear them down. This takes work and in some cases painful uncomfortable work but we can lean into The Holy Spirit for assistance. 

When YAH said, “One is Cain,” I asked,”Do I have this mindset?” 

The Lord showed me the day Charlie Kirk died a shift occurred and deep deep darkness was released! Many people felt the shift and were moved deeply as The Holy Spirit began moving upon the hearts of YAH’s people. 

Beware, even when we are secure in The Lord, we must guard our hearts from demonic spirits who are lurking about looking to veil our hearts and steal our anointing. 

I was shown an example of the work of CAIN in my life and in the world. In the world, the spirit of Cain has possessed Candace Owens. Do you see this? 

She has a spirit of murder working within her heart to justify her personal vendetta to uncover Charlie Kirks death. This pillar within her mind is constructed by a false justice that holds anger, resentment and bitterness that was already contained in her heart.

The Hebrew origin of Cain and means "acquired" or "possessed. Cain was the son of Satan, the serpent who murdered Abel his half brother because of jealousy and his nature. Whenever we hold anger, resentment or bitterness in our hearts this spirit is formed to veil our heart. Candace’s accusation are motivated by justice but fueled by jealousy or fear, not love. Whenever we don’t forgive & release, we are assassinating someone’s character to justify ourselves. Whenever we don't follow correct protocol biblically in dealing with conflict this spirit is given access to our hearts and our holy of holies is veiled. The CAIN spirit not only blocks the entry to intimacy of YAH but also hold one’s mind captive.

In my personal life, this spirit inhabits my workplace. At first, it was revealed by spiritually exhausting me into thinking I was sinning over gossip. Quickly, I grew wise and pretty soon I noticed the pattern in which this spirit was at work. 

For those open to their flesh, Cain comes as a friend taking great pleasure in persuasive talk to make you feel good about yourself but in doing so discrediting someone else. Usually, we think of gossip but that’s not the case with Cain it’s out for blood! It comes to find truth against someone and it does not confront in love but in power holding that person hostage. Whenever, we don’t act as our brother’s keeper we allow Cain access to our mind! If Cain is at work, YAH’s love cannot saturate us, heal us or indwell us! 

This is a difficult subject, but let’s be sure to remember feelings of guilt and condemnation are not of GOD but from the enemy. The Holy Spirit will certainly bring conviction of sin where sin exists; but we can repent by stop thinking about ourselves [and how we act] according to our own understanding, change our minds and see ourselves the way God does and turn from it and renounce it, receive forgiveness and look for transformation.

“For I say to you that unless your righteousness surpasses that of the scribes and Pharisees, you will not enter the kingdom of heaven” (Matt 5:20).

In short, every single one of us must work to tear down the veils of darkness that has inhabited us by being born in a fallen world. This is a fact while living life on earth! If you disagree your mind could be veiled. I also learned that based on your gifting, some pillars will be difficult to remove without an intense battle which his why it’s important to seek an intimate relationship with Yashua. Seek the Father on the mountain.

Speaking of the mountain, I was shown another difficult veil named TYRE, the King of materialism. He is attached to money, and the King who robbed God's temple and used the gold to build a trading city. This pillar is strong among believers and reveals itself in a poverty mentality. 

Whenever we say, “I don't have enough,” or, “I want more,” we are not trusting God's provision. This money mammon Baal worshiper steals our gold [anointing] and in trade holds us hostage in idolatry. 

To battle this spirit we must be a giver when directed by God. If not you are robbing YAH to meet your needs and allowing TYRE access to your heart. 

Additional examples - Spirit of mammon - Stealing, cheating, falsifying claims, tax dodging, not working your full hours  Gambling – trusting luck, not God Materialism, using things to meet a spiritual or emotional need Clothes, chocolate, shoes, & handbags Cars, boats, boys' toys, houses, sex TV, music, books, family, work Gold from God's temple to build our own trading systems

So let’s be sure to evict both CAIN & TYRE within our hearts! It takes intentional work to uncover, & come out of agreement with these pillars [mindsets] that DO NOT align with Christ. 

Demonic things have a right of access to the record (DNA) that is connected to your life on the earth. So when you stand in heaven and you bring that record, as a spirit-being, into heaven and you ask YAH to judge it, the (demonic) record on earth begins to get burnt to a crisp in that area and these pillars begin to crumble! 

We can start by asking YAH to judge us just as David did so we can be blameless in the eyes of YAH… Psalm 26:1

On a personal note, once I came to The Father and said “Judge ME”, immediately these veils had no hold over me. The first time I tried it the spirit of gullibility left me! I had no idea I was even carrying it! I want to encourage you to try it too!

The finest jewels are those carefully cut and polished and the most precious metals are put through the hottest fires.

Their work will be shown for what it is, because the Day will bring it to light. It will be revealed with fire, and the fire will test the quality of each person’s work.1 Corinthians 3:13 

Once we understand who YAH really is, we begin to understand more about ourselves and how we fit into His plans. We Stand under the Lordship of Christ who provides covering, everything outside must burnt to ash. Hallelujah!

It is only knowing the Truth by our personal experience, and in relationship with God, that a new reality can be recognized. We are no longer orphans but His Sonship! Praise the Lord!

This is how we as Christians can change our world and begin to fulfill our role in His Kingdom as sons and co-heirs with Jesus. 

Can I pray for you today? We are told in Matthew 18:20 by Yashua that when two or more are gathered in His Name, He is with us. I have been reading that revival begins with prayer and we are to wait upon the Lord to come and touch us.

If you find yourself waiting, time goes slowly when we wait. Some of us have a tendency to wait for only a few minutes, but sometimes it could take longer than ten minutes. I want to encourage you to Wait upon Him. I believe you will be touched and refreshed by His Presence.

Prayer:

Father, in the name of Jesus I ask that You would meet the faith and hunger of each person following today. It says in your word when two come together in your name. I bless this person in the name of Jesus and ask for Your Holy Spirit’s fire to come upon him or her. 

I ask that You would release Your compassion and love into this person’s heart right now. I ask that You would impart the gifts of word of knowledge, healings, prophecy and the working of miracles through this person in the days ahead. 

As he or she waits in Your presence, Father, with hands outstretched and palms raised, I ask that you would reveal any veils that have hindered their walk. I pray that Your power would touch these hands. Multiply Your power. Increase Your power. Baptize this follower in Your Holy Spirit, and fill this soul with the peace of the Prince of Peace. In Jesus’ name, Amen. 

May God bless and strengthen you with His mighty power as you begin or continue to cooperate with the Holy Spirit by opening every ventricle of your heart to Him. Through Him we are enabled to become co-laborers with Christ.

Your sister in Christ,

Angela

If you want to share what you hear from The lord, my email is: aylablue@yahoo.com