YOUR PALACE IS WAITING
Is your heart open to the truth because it’s like wine pouring off the mountain to bless you and heal your soul. God restored David’s house that had fallen to pieces. Just imagine what he can do in your life?
God says he will repair the holes in the roof, replace the broken windows, fix it up like new. We know this is true because we read about in the Book of Amos.
David’s people will be strong again and seize what’s left of red enemy plus everyone else under judgment.” GOD’s Decree it. He will do this. “Yes indeed, it won’t be long now.” GOD’s Decree.
“Things are going to happen so fast your head will swim, one thing fast on the heels of the other. You won’t be able to keep up. Everything will be happening at once—and everywhere you look, blessings! Blessings like wine pouring off the mountains and hills. I’ll make everything right again for my people Israel:
“They’ll rebuild their ruined cities.
They’ll plant vineyards and drink good wine.
They’ll work their gardens and eat fresh vegetables.
And I’ll plant them, plant them on their own land.
They’ll never again be uprooted from the land I’ve given them.”
GOD, your God, says so. Amos 9:9-13
Let’s began thinking about our tapestry as a progression of cycles and seasons in and out of our wildernesses. The ebb and flow of the needle going in and out of the fabric of our life to become a blended picture of our journey.
I feel led to share my dream during my Mt. Sinai wilderness. Consider this dream “God’s Whisper” to you”. As you read it, take time ….let it stir and fan the flame within you. I pray God will drop words of encouragement into your spirit - much love 🦋Angela
My Dream
I wake up to tears on my face. There are so many metaphors here, but the main theme is healing. Entering the Throne by The West Gate means we are ready to receive healing from our Father in Heaven. The City represents the heart of believers, the Marketplace represents all types of healing are about to to take place. The Leather Maker represents the meaning or healing of broken souls. The Kumquats represent the pleasantness or sweetness of God’s healing to come*. Each person in my palace [soul] had died on earth and had gone to heaven, but seeing them again gave me so much joy and comfort. I missed each of them and some things were left undone before they left earth, but all things were healed in my dream.I was ascending upward very quickly, but it took a while. I notice how high I was when I finally stopped.
I looked down to see the clouds hanging far beneath me. I immediately knew I was in the Most Holy Place. I turn and enter our Beloved’s Throne Room.
What a magnificent white almost translucent room. I look around and there are exceedingly tall pillars, one after another along a massive wide path leading to His Throne.
I see The LORD sitting on His Throne, and all the host of heaven standing near Him on His right and on His left. When I looked to the right, I could see the lower room just below where I usually entered by the staircase.
There were many saints kneeling down there in intercessory prayer. I was curious as to why I was allowed to enter differently this time.
As I approached, Jesus comes to me and says, “Look — what do you see?”
I look and see a city of lights below the clouds. The lights were a bright cluster much like you would see if you were flying in an airplane and looking at a city below.
Immediately, we are in a chariot flying to this city. Our driver stops sharply and Jesus and I get out. We begin walking down a dirt road that is orangey-red clay in color and I begin to see vendors lining both sides of our path.
Egyptian sounding music was playing and I found it familiar although I know I had never heard it before.
As we walk, Jesus says, “Go slow, take it all in, I need you to share this with My Children.”
I nod and slow my thoughts, trying to take it all in. It’s like entering a large city market filled with lots of noises and enticing smells. The music is in the background, making me feel like a festival is at hand. I want to hurry to see it all, but slow myself so I won’t miss anything.
As we walk through the market of vendors, I am noticing a variety of vendors with all sorts of wares and foods. The fruit catches my eye. I stop and look closely. There are tiny orange kumquats in a basket.
I have only seen them once in my life, but never eaten them. Jesus hands me one while saying, “Try it!”
I take a bite, and immediately I am surprised at its pleasantness. We move onto to a leather vendor. He is sewing wallets and belts. He and I nod at one another.
On and on we go until we begin to see store fronts now replacing the market vendors. I enter a store and immediately the smell of fresh baked bread hits me.
Fresh bread always smells so heavenly. I want to sit and eat, but I am pushed forward by a force in my mind to continue to take it all in…. I know I stopped at a few shops, but I do not recall them.
The next thing I remember was I hear a baby crying. I look into a store window and the room is filled with small children and infants.
I am overwhelmed and need to check it out. As I step forward, Jesus put his hand out to stop me, “Are you sure?”, and I say, ” Yes, why?”
He says, “Angela, this is place of deep heartache for you. You need to be ready to encounter this brokenness.”
I think about it for a minute, but remember Jesus is My Healer, and I feel safe. I nod my head yes.
As I enter, I see all these children and I am surprised because a couple seem familiar to me. At first, I do not know why, but slowly I begin to recognize them. Hidden deep within my heart, I find my brokenness Jesus had been referring too.
I see three children that are mine. I am shocked and dismayed by this fact because I thought I had worked to overcome losing them.
I am opening this up now within my heart and just realize I have a daughter and two sons waiting for me here.
I am overwhelmed with emotion, and I have to sit down. Tears begin to well up in my eyes as a huge stone has just rolled away from my heart. I can literally feel it dissolving like melting butter.
My daughter steps over and climbs into my lap and says, “Mommy, We’ve been waiting for you.”
I can’t speak, as a knot begins to grow in my throat. I begin to really look them over. I notice their eyes are blue like mine, but their smiles are like The Father’s full of endearing love for me.
One of my sons says, “We know your heart was broken by our sudden departure, but we are happy here mommy.”
I can’t believe my babies are here. I can’t believe they are talking to me. I have made so many mistakes I feel deep disappointment in knowing my body had failed me.
I was unsure they made it to heaven. I am unable to tell how old they are, but they are still small, seeing only their faces.
I become so confident they are mine as my heart is knitted to theirs and we are one. I can feel their emotions, joy and contentment. It’s the most beautiful union.
We visit for a while and I begin to feel excited as my overwhelming deep crevice within my heart for nearly 30 years has begun to mend.
My river of grief bubbles up over my loss of losing them, while never being able to hold them nor carry them to full term.
As I begin to process my grief, my healing begins happening quickly. It feels amazing as this burden is lifted and literally sewn closed as I go to leave.
We exchange our goodbyes with a wave and each goes to their mother in heaven who cares for them. I have peace beyond any understanding knowing that I will see them again.
I meet Jesus outside. He smiles and says, “Are you ready?” I smile, “Yes I am ready.”
We start up a path that takes us to a palace far off. Our path winds around until we get to the front wooden double Doors. The Palace looks like it’s made of orange clay and gem stones.
It’s a mansion in size, and yet beautiful in every detail. As I am about to knock, Jesus says, “Angela, this is your Palace. Go ahead and enter.”
I reach to open the door and I am greeted by my mother. She is laughing as she opens the door. She stops immediately and grabs me into a huge hug.
She says, “Hello Darlin, welcome home.” We both embrace again with tears of happiness. She is completely healed from her sickness on earth and so lively and beautiful.
Again, all I can see is her face. We engage about all that she has missed on earth and pretty soon other people begin to enter what appears to be a dining room.
Both of my grandmothers are already sitting at the dinner table, along with a couple uncles and my young cousin Lynne.
I am shocked at the sight of them, each one has left earth and I have often grieved their departure.
However, I am not surprised they are all in my house for I loved each of them. As I am thinking about each one sitting there, all of sudden my stepmom comes into the room dropping the platter she is carrying, ”ANG” and rushes over to hug me.
I look back during our embrace at Jesus and His eyes are smiling at me. He says, “This is My Kingdom in Heaven while on earth. Now go tell them, their palace is waiting.”
Praying for each of you as we all need the healing balm of our Savior to see His woven tapestry in our life. It’s time to enter The Father’s Jerusalem Palace in Heaven.Thank you Jesus, we love you Father!
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